I gave up smoking weed for a job that doesn’t make me miserable, now I’m miserable at home.

I told myself “I spend most of my time working so I might as well enjoy what I do even if I have to stop smoking”. I struggle with anxiety and depression I take meds for it, but they don’t help nearly as much as marijuana did. Yeah I like my job but my home life has gone to crap. Nothing entertains me, my fuse is shorter then ever, and I even have a hard time eating. On weekends I force myself to sleep just to p*** the time. My girlfriend is being super supportive but I just feel like it’s not fair to her. We used to go out and have fun now we just sit at home while I lay in bed and sulk. Is it even worth it? Will it get better? I’m almost a month sober. I was told the first week will be the hardest but it just feels like it’s getting worse and worse.

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